Sunday, November 25, 2012

No Longer What People Expect

No Longer What People Expect 
        Even in a short story, it is seen that a character can take on a new role or identity. They undergo a change that develops them, if only in a short amount of time, that will greatly define them as a character. One of the stories I read out of my book Places I Never Meant to Be, a collection of banned short stories was Spear by Julius Lester. In the beginning of this story, you are presented with your typical American public school. There is a strong influence of African Americans dominating the white portion of the class with close family and friendship bonds making them all a very close-knit community. Within the progression of the story, Spear is challenged with the unexpected falling in love with the plain white girl Norma, in his Afro-American History class. There would not be a problem with this if his father had not been a leader in anti-white speeches who was killed for being so. After telling his mother she reminds him of where he comes from and that this would not be acceptable to his father. Everything his father had worked toward would be ignored by his love for Norma. He is challenged with not only going against everything his father was for, but what the community makes of him because of what his father did. You see that during the story he already looses respect from his peers from simply talking to her and being nice to her. The major change that occurs is that even though he does not get the girl he is in love with (She moves schools and they never see each other again. They only get brief phone calls to one another late at night.) He goes by his real name, Adrian, rather then Spear- the nickname given to him by the community after his fathers name Black Spear. He learns to stand up for what he wants and not for what people expect of him. 

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Books I'm Reading

Books I'm Reading 


The Life and Times of the Thunderbolt Kid by Bill Bryson

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Places I Never Meant to Be
Intro by Judy Blume, stories by David Klass, Norma Klein, Julius Lester, Chris Lynch, Harry Mazer, Norma Fox Mazer, Walter dean Myers, Katherine Paterson, Susan Beth Pfeffer, Rachel Vail, Jacqueline Woodson, and Paul Zindel 
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Monday, October 29, 2012

How I am Presented Through What I Carry

How I am Presented Through What I Carry


     
     Today in my class, I was asked to place items from my bag onto the table and see what they may or may not say about one. First off, I have a Korean children's book. This could say that I either have a simple understanding of Korean, that I have a Korean child as a friend that I am bringing this book to, or it could show that I am helping a teacher by delivering a book. Next, I have not one pair of headphones in my bag, but two pairs. With that I have an iPod and a jack splitter. This shows could show that I am into music, or that I enjoy sharing my music, and/or am into recording. Finishing off with the electronics in my pile, I have a USB. This could show that I strive to do well in school, but could also show that I am prone to forget my computer so I have a back up or that I don't know how to work the school printers properly from my computer and take the easy route with a USB. Something that also gives off the impression that I am loyal about my academic life is that I have a flowered pen. If you really knew me you would know one of my friends mailed it to me from the states. I have lip balm witch gives off the impression that I am female. And lastly, there is an envelope of money. It could show that I am either a traveler paying for one of my trips, that I am irresponsible about my money because I carry it in large amounts with me at school and not even in a wallet, or that I am involved in something unmentionable. A lot of different things could be said about me if all you had were the contents of my bag.

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Reflection on Bill Bryson's Memoir

Reflection on Bill Bryson's Memoir 

Excerpts from the book The Life and Times of the Thunderbolt Kid A Memoir by Bill Bryson that I most enjoyed and will remember the best:

            “Recently I returned to the R&T looking for illustrations for this book, and discovered to my astonishment that the picture library today occupies a very small room at the back of the building and that nearly all the old pictures were thrown out some years ago.
            “They need the space,” Jo Ann Donaldson, the present librarian, told me with a slightly apologetic look.
            I found this a little hard to take in. “They didn’t give them to the state historical society?” I asked.
            She shook her head.
            “Or the city library? Or a university?”
            She shook her head twice more. “They were recycled for the silver in the paper,” she told me.
            So now not only are the places mostly gone, but there is no record of the either.”

            “He was always rebuilding something –a lawn mower or a washing machine; something with fan belts and blades and lot of swiftly whirring parts – and always cutting himself fairly spectacularly. At some point, he would fire of the thing up, reach in to make an adjustment, and almost immediately go, “Dang!” and pull out a bloody, slightly shredded hand. He would hold it up before him and for some time, wiggling the fingers, as his he didn’t recognize it.” (Him describing his grandfather.)

            “But when you got the kit home and opened the box the contents turned out to be a uniform leaded gray or olive green, consisting of perhaps sixty thousand tiny parts, some no larger than a proton, all attached in some organic, inseparable way to plastic stalks like swizzle sticks. The tubes of glue by contrast were the size of large pastry tubes. No matter how gently you depressed them they would blurp out a pint or so of a clear viscous goo whose one instinct was to attach itself to some foreign object –a human finger, the living-room drapes, the fur of a passing animal –and becoming an infinitely long string.” (Describing a model airplane kit.)


            Reflecting on Bill Bryson’s writing, it is clear to see that he has a way of presenting most events that happened in his life through humor. He starts off telling you that his book isn’t about much of anything, and in fact, that is the truth. He tells many stories of his childhood, small memories, just for the reader to get the hint of a taste for 1950’s life.
            Something that is presented quiet clearly through is writing is common experience and how it shapes every one of us. From brief stories of his grandfather and the entertainment sought out, you are able to relate to what he has to say. No, it isn’t a completely significant event that occurred, but we all that have that crazy person in our family who is a grease monkey that is brilliant and yet not so smart at times and we know the frustrations of putting together the many toys that shaped out childhood. It isn’t a big deal, but it was a way of life.
            Bill Bryson does an amazing job at describing the simple pleasures of life in a light that makes them seem much less torturing then they once were.. We will never be able to go back to the 1950s (unless time travel does exist in the future) nor will life ever be how it once was. Having a record of how things were is very import to him. In his last couple of chapters, you can see how sad he was to have things change to vastly. His hometown wasn’t changed; it was made the same as the rest of the world. Loosing its touch as being different and homey, but turning into a chain – like the many restaurants that now have come in. His book being nothing but a reflecting of his past was written not tell a story, but to record history.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

A Change In Voice


A Change in Voice
            When being forced into a situation that you aren’t completely sure of or very against, one tends to distance themselves from the problem. You take a deep breath, tell yourself that it is only temporary, and make your way through it. You don’t involve yourself fully in what is taking place.
            When Santha wraps up her memoir By Any Other Name with the statement, “But I put it happily away because it happened to a girl named Cynthia and I was never really particularly interested in her.” It is understandable to see how she was able to space herself from the problem fully. She was helped along with the displacement with the name assigned from the headmistress that gave her the option of almost playing a character as you would in a play while she was at the school.
            Although it is understandable to see the distance, when you look at the text in full, it makes it hard to be fully convinced by this statement. This is written as it would when she was little. The way she portrays herself during the time makes her come off as very naive and young. This last statement to end it is a very big realized for such a small little girl.
            While reading you get a since of a small child observing life. When she hits you with this, it is very cleaver, but makes you very questionable of if it had happened at that moment, or something that she could have very easily come to a realization to later in life. Not being able to but a direct feeling on it while she was younger. There is a sudden change in the voice in her writing. Yes, it makes her come off as someone who has just been rounded by an experience, but it makes it hard to believe her writing as it makes her sound like a totally different person. 

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

In Character


In Character 

What’s in a name? that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet;
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call’d
Retain that dear perfection which he owes
Without that title. (II.ii.47-51)

What is in a name? How are we defined as beings or products? A person can attain the title “beautiful” and “talented” as being a description of a positive characteristic. There are also negative ones such as “slow” or “stupid”. Are we given these names to live up to them or are we given them to be something we are not while straying away from our true personality?
When given a name that puts us into positive light, us as human beings greatly influenced by acceptance by society try to attain that name. At times we are complimented out of pure politeness. With a newborn self-pride by the name, we tend to stray away from our selves and try best to fit the qualifications of the name. Sometimes out of modesty we try to limit ourselves to being a lower quality of “greatness” to receive less attention, but most the time we find honor in receiving a positively guided name and carry it with satisfaction.
When given a name that puts us into a negative light, we either to one of two things; one, try to prove them wrong and that the title does not describe you at all or two, find it as a challenge to become such a foul being. You become a person that will either “show them what _____ is” or try to change. It will either bring you back to our original state and then some to try and be better then the terrible title someone has bestowed upon you or turn you completely and utter revolting.
As for a name, we are obviously blessed with the name our parents gave us to try and give us some direction. Under that title of being relatives, what defines one as a person is the name that society gives you. We are constantly judged and challenged to be, like a character in a play, something we normally wouldn’t be to either fulfill a name or completely reject the name.